Monday
Heya people,
sorry alittle too busy and can't find the time to talk! My HP went crazy again .. That's why I could reply you - joyce! Anyway, joyce I would be going to watch a movie with carmen on Wednesday... If u want u can come =0) I'm trying to sleep at 11 and wake up at 8 ... read 20 pages of psychology .... SIGH! ANyway, I was sick over the weekend. Seemingly, drugs have adverse effects on me - caffine [makes me high], Feb [med for flu keeps me awake]. I couldn't sleep the whole of last night, even thought it was rainning like nuts. It's quite freaky to be awake alone in the thunderstorm - scary!
Read Sandra's blog.. Sometimes, I do feel a sudden overwhelming sadness. For no reason, I just feel the sudden sadness, which makes me feel like crying.. - just too sad! Then, these thoughts just came to my head..
I will be weak, so that u can be strong in my life
I will cry, so that u can wipe away all my tears
FOr with you there is nothing that I can't bear
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A little poem that I found online when sending Julian his birthday card!
Create in me a pure heart, O my God,
and renew a tranquil conscience within me, O my Hope!
Through the spirit of power confirm Thou me in Thy Cause,
O my Best-Beloved,
and by the light of Thy glory reveal unto me Thy path,
O Thou the Goal of my desire!
Through the power of Thy transcendent might
lift me up unto the heaven of Thy holiness,
O Source of my being,
and by the breezes of Thine eternity gladden me,
O Thou Who art my God!
Let Thine everlasting melodies breathe tranquillity on me,
O my Companion,
and let the riches of Thine ancient countenance
deliver me from all except Thee,
O my Master,
and let the tidings of the revelation of Thine
incorruptible Essence bring me joy,
O Thou Who art the most manifest of the manifest
and the most hidden of the hidden!
- baha'u'llah
princess maddie.
